Packing is TOUGH!

HOW IN E WORLD AM I GOING TO PACK THIS ROOM??? haha this is not my present state of my room la.. this was during my promotional exams... BUT it looks something like this also now.. and now i not only need to pack the room.. i also need to pack the whole room into BOXES!!! geez.. sweating cold sweat edi.. haha... betta start doing my packing edi.. wish me good luck.. haha. ciaoz~

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Howdy people... geez i guess i have abandoned my blog for a very very long time.. haha LOADS of things happen during this period of time when i did not blog... to name a few is MY CAMERA GOT SPOILT!!!! aaaaa... it like got soaked... it was that day when i finished training and after dinner with the team... it was a super duper heavy rain... e camera was in a pouch and "IN" my bag... my dear brought an umbrella for me from e bus stop but still i duno why, but the freakin rain still sip into my bag... SIGH.. and only the next morning i realized my camera got soaked.. hmm i haven go to the service centre... think going tmr.. try to beg them to change it for me.. =(

What else happen?? forgot man.. but my OP finished yesterday...! hurray.. hahaha.. quite happy with myself coz my frenz say my presentation was quite good but however... I kinda screwed up my Q&A... the teacher was asking a question.. then i answered... then she ask the SAME question again.. then in my mind i was like... "oh no.. i NAQ in e first answer and she is giving me another chance".. on e second try i managed to answer but my answer was not so good as my mind was like blurred edi... SIGHZ... nvrm its over and done with.. not going to brag on it anymore...

We can never live life without competitions isn't it? that is wat actually makes u be on ur feet and try to strive to be better... however sometimes.. if u are not good enough.. u are not sure whether if u try ur best whether u'll be given e chance in the end bcos there is some1 there who is more experienced than u not that u did not improve or anything.. okie im speaking things u people will not understand...

ironically... i have nothing much to say in my blog this time... aiz.. suddenly dun feel like writing edi.. anyways.. Yixuan a very Happy Birthday to you yuppz... hehez.. and to everyone else.. happy holidays.... =)

Dude, Where are my As???

=P Not a single A in my promotional examination... i got a BBBE, and C6 for GP.. yikes.. haha E for futher math... actually got a D but my lousy mid-term marks made my grade drop.. well its enough for me to stay which was the most important thing and i can remain taking my 4 subjects... im "so called" satisfied with my results, eventhough i thought i could get some As somewhere.. compared to the other scholars.. my results a super AVERAGE! other got so many As... nvrm there is still a hard next year...

Yesterday my hostel had this thanksgiving dinner.. quite a big event.. well the food was really not "good" haha.. but the atmosphere yesterday was really nice... everyone looked stunning in their formal attire... so photos also obviously was really nice.... took quite a lot of pics...

Mr Wong (our Housemaster) and Us.

The Boys.
Me and the Seniors.

Oldham Hall J1s
Looks whose boss... (me sitting down)
Me. Shi Wei. Qiao Wen. Chareli

we were forced to wear white on that day.. but some of them also didnt care... oh well.. =P nice stuffs... haha oops.. cannot say stuffs, if my GP teacher reads this she will surely smack me... hahaha hmmm after looking back this whole year, my first year here is really not too bad.. really very eventful... i thought my stay in Singapore would end coz i did so badly in my Mid-year exams but wow.. i guess igoing to have my second year as a scholar.. =P (thinking of it is making me stress again.. Geez) wonder what the following year has installed for me.. im sure im gonna have alot of ups and downs also...

Well still have Oral Presentation to prepare bfor i really can go for my holidays... can't wait to step into "home".. miss it so much.. and MANZ... i haven get my driving license.. that is like uber sad la... even my fren Chuin Yan who is younger than me got his license d.. (malu) haha not suan-ing u ya Au.. ahhaha.. okay la.. stop here.. ciaoz

Happy and sad at the same time?

hmmm there is quite a number of "happy" things which happenned to me recently.. one of which is Volleyball season is coming back, but the fatigue that come with it is also massive.. starting from next week, the monday, wednesday and friday training will be back... (1,3,5) fuh.. tiring stuff... hahaha it was kinda confirmed that we are going to Beijing during the holidays to so called train there also.. im sure i'm gonna have a jolly time.. =P

wow.. juz one week after my promos and my writing is deteriorating... =( hmmm im not sure whether its appropriate for me to express it here.. sigh.. lastnight, i felt very bad inside and somehow hurt also... and at the same time i was really happy with my current situation im actually experiencing... that kinda explains the title of this post.. think i shouldn go into the details coz think it is quite personal stuffs... aiz.. now actually im waiting 4 my parents to come fetch me for lunch or something.. but till now they haven reach.. hmmm.. mayb gonna give them a call soon.. think shud be going for the 3rd service edi since they not coming like now.. haha last week pastor Prince preached a very very good msg.. aiz.. but its very hard to explain the whole msg here entirely... it would be a super duper long post if i tried to do that.. but im gonna buy the disc, so if any1 of you wants to hear it u can tell me and i can help u burn it.. im sure it would be a blessing to you..

okie la.. crapping alot already here.. so i'll stop here... ciaoz

Joy!

Ah... life starts now... im really lazy to write a post now.. juz wanna "show off" my new shoes. hahahahha lame but, nvrm... hahaha enjoy some of the shots of my shoes....

Paradox, isn't it?

life is full of ironies.... one minute we can brag that we want it so badly, and in the next minute, when we have already achieved it, we treat it as if it was not what we wanted in the first place.. .why is it human always long for something that they do not possess? we can never be happy in any circumstances and enjoy and be satisfied with our current state of living... B4 my exams i have been praying for my exams to end... but now, i feel that i have nothing to do anymore... i feel bored in the end... and vice versa. when school is in progress we cant wait and wish for more holidays...

aren't we such petty beings??? it applys also to all aspects in our life... may it be materialistic, or any trivial fad which is on at the moment... the nature of the fallen human beings...

this morning im not sure why but i woke up at 7:45am... weird.. so i took a bath and went down for a quite breakfast bfor i did a thorough spring-cleaning of my tornado inflicted room... (the exam tornado) =P took 4 hours to do that.. and then it was lunch already.. after lunch i play some computer game till i was totally sick of it.. and my leg long-ed for football, (eventough the previous day i played football till i got a sun burn) but then my passion for it was somehow dissapointed by the game itself. i duno what was wrong with my legs bcos i keep on losing the ball so easily... only a few times i had some good shots on goal, which both hit the post... tiring and distressed in the end after the lengthy game which seemed like forever...

away from the sadness, some of the scholars decided to go out for dinner... and so I went.. it was okay, however it was nothing to shout about... as in it was not very fun as i tot i would be... lots of politics within scholars u know?? hahaha juz kidding... juz that not every1 was there with us coz some still have exams on monday... what "JOY"... =P droped by 7eleven with Gui Liang and bought a nice margarita drink bfor we walked back to the hostel... what joy, what joy... (michele's quote, hehe)

the time now is 12:24am, England is currently leading with a single goal from the spot, finished coolly by Frank Lampard. unfortunately, the England captain, no other than Beckham, got a second yellow and was controvertially sent off for an early shower... after looking at the instant replay, the referee clearly made a wrong decision, bcos David was not in fault for the tackle he made on the Austrian... sad but reality is unfair at times... I must say England played very well in the first half.. alot of flair up-front, even without the injured Rooney, and a solid back four, eventhough they are also missing the likes of Ashley Cole and Gary Neville... Sven made a wise choice in starting with the steady Sol Campbell...

gonna sleep after this match... today is a tiring day... tmr im planning to go to church.. ALONE again... nvrm will try to find some1 to go with me soon... hmmm.. hahaha... nah, going to church is between me and God, my Abba Father, thou i go alone it shouldn affect me at all in deciding to go to church or not... fight any spiritual warfare that is present... hehe oki ciaoz, nothing to write anymore..............